nonsensical.

"i don't fit in your genre don't try to box me"
mmhmm.

i am nonsensical.
not so much frivolous, but more illogical.
perhaps we all are...

i think i get why some artists
that are Bible-believin' Christ-followers
are reluctant to create "ccm"
sometimes the christian jargon...just doesnt fit..
and what does fit..doesn't fit ccm.
[shrug]
but the unfit is beautiful
and raw and deep
and still calls me to worship
and wonder.
who You are
and how You love..

maybe i'm like the unfit too
the way i process
and understand
and am drawn..
sometimes doesnt fit into the jargon
the associations unseen...
somewhat inexplicable..
but moreso felt..
and only those who feel it too..know

i don't make sense..
i really don't.
and sometimes i wonder..
if that's okay with You..
and if You understand..
i think You do..
hope and faith You do..
the Omniscient, isn't it?
i suppose that include this..yea?