you know what.
i don't like rules.
or being told that i can't or shouldn't do something.

something in me resists.
sigh.

maybe i think i know better..
or don't see the purpose..
because...i think i know better..

pride issue..
or...more?

agh.
its like some weird monster..
some parasite
raging inside of me..
like a web..tangled
and restless..
lots of frustration..

sigh.