thinking about otr again..
brings a weird pang to my heart
...i welcome it..

my heart still beats for that dark place..
that dark place with so much...Light..
and for that im thankful..

sometimes i think i know what im in for..
what to expect..
and in a way...i do..
but..
i know He's bigger than my few, small experiences..
and He can do bigger things than i can imagine..

man..im so psyched.