there are times when i think to myself..
"man...life would be easier if i weren't a christian..
..i wouldn't have to do all these ...things..
or...think so hard"..

but.
i can smell the legalism in this one..

relationship over religion...abi?
sigh..

i know that You are IT.
the end
and the beginning
and "..to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life,..."

oh heart..
change my heart..
remind me..