to the core.

the blow of all blows
and i buckled..
i no longer feel..

i can feel myself closing..
and building walls...
i can't see..

i can't feel anything..

i looked into the sky tonight..
but i just saw darkness..
i saw the stars...
the moon was bright..

but i just saw darkness...
i just saw darkness..
darkness....

how can this be?

i am wounded..
and have left the wounds to fester..
in someways reopening them..
trying to bleed out..
that the pain would leave
and i could move on..

but i just keep losing blood..
and..
and..
strength..
where are You?
please...pleasee..please..
i need You..i have nothing left to fight with...