comfortable

i've become comfortable in my little bubble
and i cant seem to break out.
i love my little bubble with all my heart..
with my bubble, i've grown and transformed in ways i can't imagine.

but now..though that love still exists..
i feel trapped.. in giving all to one bubble..
i've lost complete contact with the other..
...we..don't think the same anymore
my values are not their values
their priorities are not mine..

we no longer have anything to talk about.
crticism and judgement lies on both sides
"she only hangs out with the asians now.."
"their way of live is so frivolous and empty..."

a wall of silence and fake smiles has been built.
but the longing for reconciliation still exists..
can these bubbles still effectively exist separately..?
can they combine?..
or will one...the former...eventually vanish into thin air...

am i wrong to feel this way? is this supposed to happen?
Lord, teach me how to love..