struggle-busin

hella hard.

like i seriously am not sure what's up with me..
im yearning for something..
but what exactly that something is has been so hard to decipher..

maybe i desire attention?
or maybe a romantic companion?

but where the hell did those desires come from?

whoawhoawhoa..
is this a distraction?
no deeper meaning?
just like something to keep me in a corner...
blind..
and exposed?

or...oorrrr
is this coming from some deep place..?
of longing and ....

what if its a combo?
mm...i like to escape.
maybe..

i dont like thinking.
ok ok ok ...soo
what now?
omg this didnt go anywhere.
pooeeyy