i can't feel.
anything..

well i do...feel
but not good stuff..
not even longing

what the heck.

im going to attribute it to exhaustion.
and over analysis..

hm
i just got really anxious rethinking
about things..

oh
peace...
that's what im longing for.

Psalm 42:5-6a :
Why are you cast down, O my soul,
    and why are you in turmoil within me?
Hope in God; for I shall again praise him,
    my salvation^[c] 6 and my God.

....i don't even know..

its like i feel...dirty..

but...i...did nothing wrong?

but...i don't know..

AGH.