oh my
what the..
what's going on with me todayyyy?
aishigo.
im trying hard to find the root of my frustration
fg was soooo frustrating, i felt so confused.
rocked, but not in the "God, You are so awesome, do it again" way
i feel lost.
wut da hail gid.
maybe it's "the boy"
there's a part of me that really...really wants to cave
but the bigger...probs smarter part of me still says "No, shut up stupid heart."

i feel vulnerable goshdarnit.
and...weird on top of that.
i do not like this feeling.
i do not like it at all.

as always,
more prayer is needed.