man.
soo..close to tears right now..
ive made soo many mistakes this semester..

you know how you pass the scene of a car accident
and you slow down, and shake your head
and though its sad and terrible to look at..
you cant look away?
my semester in a nutshell..
im was determined to rock this last week and end this semester with a bang...

but if its not "this"...then its "that"..
and if its not me...
wait, no, its always me..
its like i cant get a break..
nor do i seem to deserve one..
sigh.
i just want to crawl into a corner and escape.
so close to saying.."im done, i give up..."
soo close.