free range..

well...i regret to say that i feel as though ive gone full circle..
sigh..there's always something...
...who am I?
ive been wondering that for like the past week..
am i REALLY genuine, or am i a randomized collection of my friend's mannerisms..thoughts...actions..
in human form?
even when im by myself.. i.don't.know.
monday, we talked about our function in the church..
i dont know mine yet, nor had i thought much about it, before monday
i guess...
...i think
um...let's just go with "i don't know, and i'm lost".... again.
sigh....there's always...something




...exactly