update.

so my recent posts have been pretty vague
...and depressing >_>
honestly im not completely sure what's been going on with me
i've been up and down in my Faith and im still not sure where i stand..
i havent REALLY had quiet time on my own in a while..

you could say that my heart is broken..or rather torn..
with all the crap going on at home..
as well as my personal insecurity..
idk.
but there's soooo much other stuff going on in the world
stuff that's sooo much worse..
and all i can focus on is me.. bleh
BLEH

everything's just so wrooooong.