vent.

today sucked. BIG TIME. i hate chem. the situation pisssssed me off. i made a fool of my self...over. and over. and OVER. again. It's like I can't help it. everything little thing bugged me. no iron. wrinkly shirt. was late to class. no clicker. stupid Herschel. GAH! stupid situation. no service. boring lecturer. stupid feelings. merrrr. I tried, I honestly tried to redirect my energy, tried to think on God's will, on my Heavenly Father..then I got depressed thinking about WHYYY I'm at Emory. should i even be here? :/ then..THEN. i didn't see my sunshine Chippy after class :((( .bleh. Delta. great...i was feeling better...now im back to depressed.