i think ive stopped caring..
even more there's this desire
to rebel.

ugh.
stahpit.
ive probably already gone too far
i feel bad..
but not really...

i think im just acting out
...like a spoiled brat
who feels wronged..
just another expression of brokenness

ugh.
stahpit.

something else from tonight..
i don't think it to be a demand
more of a plea...
You can't just be in the places
where i run away to hide..
and not just in cincinnati either..
You have to be here too..
i have to find You here..
i will seek You here..