and there are those moments..
where im so deeply shocked..
...and im sure there's a side to it that's anger..
that im saddened..not by my own state..
but by the natural world..
by the human race..
that i realize all i can do..
that i might not feel overwhelmed..
is pray..

agh..oh God..
but it's a liiieeee
he's lyingggg
what prayer? what understanding? what opinion?
how dare he? he doesn't know what he's doing..
and in a way that's SO scary..
people are watching and people are listening..
ahh but to gain the world and lose your soul?
that's one thing...but to drag others along..
ahhhhh
alas...You warned about this didnt You..
protect our hearts and mind oh God..
You are victor, YOU are victor.