some days..
like today
i just wanna be Your baby..
crawl into Your lap
and sulk into Your warmth
until Your freedom becomes true to my heart.

i know i am to be a soldier
a servant...
but today i offer no pretense..
i am but a child..
immature and overwhelmed by myself..

i need Your warmth and embrace..
to be fed by You..

i feel so small.