i am..who i am..who i am..
i must be tomi.
being tomi is just dandy.

as much as i admire this or that person..
i have been created to be tomi

most difficult..yet the easiest..
to extend grace towards..?
me.

oh, when shall i learn to love you, tomi..
well..to love you...in the way He desires..?

on another note..
its odd how i keep offering you the measuring stick..
as if you actually know how to use it..
but that's not your fault..
the measuring stick was never to be your burden to bear..
its unfair for me to offer it to you..
and all this does is cause me grief..
sigh.

just love me, ok?