the issue

this joy cannot be sustained..
by human effort and an ethereal aura..
i cannot lie to myself that i can handle it all.

it can't just be a "good vibes" kick.
He must be my sustenance.
i need Him.
more than the good feelings.

pushing past pride.
for more.
don't be satisfied so easily,
so simple, so small-minded
looong..
seek.
don't sit.
the hole may return bigger..and deeper..
so longgg...and seek.
 and be filled
again and again.