very...dangerously close to giving up
on everything...earlier..

but its like this little tinkling stream
bubbles up and overflows inside me..
its tiny, no doubt..
i have to remind myself that it's there..

but when im in my darkest..
most hopeless..
it whispers Life and Hope
sometimes im not sure if it understands..

but times like these i know...
it speaks Truth..

so though tinkling..
whispering...so very small..
i'll hold on to it..to this..
hope that all is not in vain..
that You still have more in store
for my life..
in Your plan..
for Your glory..
to my joy..