i have this hard time remembering that You are in charge
YOU, not me..
i know this in my head...but my heart doesnt seem to recognize
im scared...im earnestly freaking out
aand i know this anxiety is to bring me to my knees
to bring me face down before You,
but its like i cant move..

i try to keep reminding my forgetful heart of Your faithfulness
but...i...am a failure..
i need You..and You alone..
i need Your touch and Your whisper..
i need Your presence...to know that You're near..

"i'll be found in You, still standing"
in You, when i'm found in You..
i'll still stand...

but God, i'm scared..
of what?
...i dont know...
but...im scared

but...i know i need to trust You more
here's the motivation...eh?