sometimes i wish i were dead..
but suicide is not an option..
i want to be alive forever, with my Heavenly Father...
free from hurt, pain, past, guilt..
....free....
im a burden...and i know it
financially..emotionally
i figure...if im gone...
problem solved.
but...maybe the wish should be that im no longer a burden?
wishful thinking never really gets you anywhere does it..
im being selfish.
but there's a God in heaven...right?
and He's all powerful, sovereign....right?
and He loves...me?....right?
and He has a plan to give me hope and a future....
right?