vent-age

hate.
that's it right there...i HATE this situation
sometimes...sometimes...i despise them both..
sometimes one...sometimes the other..
i HATE thinking about it.
but it exists..all around..
it keeps showing itself...
in phone calls...mealtimes..outings...
even in prayer..and praise and worship

i cant run away
but oh...
oh how i try..

"it shouldnt/doesnt affect you guys"
poppycock.

it destroyed...flattened everything i thought i knew about...
everything..

i HATE this.
inconsiderate.
stupid.
hypocritical.
annoying.
ugly....that's it..

i HATE this UGLY situation.
goodnight.