intentions..

P.Matt has been giving quite a view sermons on the condition of our hearts.
i guess now is a good time...as good as any other to ask..whats the condition of mine?
what are my intentions?
are the pure?....are they glorifying God?

honestly.. i don't know anymore..

i feel as though i don't understand enough..or am connected enough to be certain at all times that my actions are pure in intention..
instead of feeling as though im walking on pins and needles..i want..need a pure heart to be somewhat natural...to be apart of me..
i guess that this would have to start with a renewing of my heart no?

i can say this all day and all night..but the question is do i really want this?
do i really want my pride to broken down? am i willing to have myself disappear behind the Cross? am i ready to release control of my life and let God have His way?

i have alot to think and pray about..
join with me eh?

kisses for youuu [muahz!]
tomisaurus